Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Oh my what is a girl to do??

Well just two day's left to the best job I have seen in some time taking a jump here hopping that something good will come from my out come. There has not been to many good out comes in so long. Dose not seem that I can do any thing right trying so hard spent my last summer trying to please my mom so hard because I new she did not have too many years left. Did not seem to do that right but if you know me and you have checked my blog you will see what I have done. Well were working on the next summer and I have to make that big disition who is this about is it about you or is it about me. I should be all about you but you make me wonder would it really matter if is was about you, make's me wonder lot's. Make me wonder. Who will be left for me no one in the end....
Have no job no income no nothing maybe I should just go to france,france that could be nice......

Monday, June 27, 2005

My sister fixed this all up...


Moma

Up down Up down..

Am so sick of this ride. My life seem's to be nothing but an emotoinalbe roller coaster don't like the up's and down's very much.This is not about you this is about me and my mom...

Saturday, June 25, 2005


so many things

Have not have time for blogging

Boy o boy do I want to blog I want to blog so much that am paying $3.50 an hr too do so now am here I don't even no what to say. It's kind of hard blogging on someone elses set up. Saw my dear friend the other day it was her birthday wanted to wish her a happy birthday so bad that all I did is wish and she was just there right in front of me so I said happy birthday. That's all I want from you is a smile and thank you mam.
No worry's for you.