So my blog is laking so... I have been so busy as well as my full time worker that I spent the whole summer time, Traning to make my cafe what it is.. Just up and left on me with no kind of warning. So I have been left to make up for it all as well as I have to relie on all of my other workers to help were they can. So we are all working way overtime it is not fun let me tell you... But thank God we all like one another and it is all about just making it work for us all... I have a really good thing going and all but to tell you the truth am so temted to just let it all go and sell and let it go while the getting is good.. I would so much rather stay home, and get back into my Arts and not have to keep on pertending that life is good. Its really so hard....
Don't get me wrong but, its very hard running my own thing and rembering to pay every one and stay on top of everything my mind dose not rest it's not like am falling behind but my o my it is a lot of work.... But am doing very well and it so much better than working my ass of for no rewards... I just really miss my Arts... So this is what I need to work on, getting a new crew that I can trust and make it all work out.
I miss my Mom and I miss a lot of people that are not in my life any more I don't want to die alone. I no we come here alone and we leave here alone..... But I don't want to be alone any more......
