Your not the only one that is all alone.

NO I was not there to run to her bed side or was I able to do what you needed to be done I offered you both what I could offer and none seemed to work. You both had your plan and now it is starting to roll. Yes you are very lucky you have two girls who love you very much. I did think I would always have my family but come to find out your family means nothing. So it is up to you to make what you can from life.

Someone came up to me at my mom's funeral and said to me so what dose it feel like to be an orphan I just looked at them with such confusement I did not no what to say.
First of all I thought to myself who would say such a thing at a time like this nor did I no what to say because I did not at all feel like an orphan.
I miss you MOMMA I think of you daily. I see things you would like as well as think I need to call you and tell you what I want to tell you. Then relize I can't call.

I made your choc cake and every one was very happy to see it back. I sold out in one hour.
There was so much frosting left I decided to make one more cake and I sold out of that one today as well I wish I could have called you to let you no. But am hopping you already no. I named your cake MOMMAS CAKE..... I love you momma