Well its mothers day weekend last year my mom was here and I didn't have much money to get her something nice I makes me very sad to even start typing this the more I write the more I just want to cry I miss my mom there were alot of things that made me nuts about here but I still loved her very much.
Figures this is the first time in many years that I could afford to by her something very nice. She is not even here, it makes me very sad am so tired. I have been working so hard. I am so tired I cant even rest, My house is all up crazy, it so messy that I don't even no were to start. It is so over the top that I don't no what to do..... Am ready to just hire someone to just come in and clean. So I can start to get my life back. This has been a very hard year I have had alot of losses this year. But there has been alot of positive things going on as well my new Cafe' is very successful and it is only going to get better. It's a lot of work but very rewording. I only wish that I had someone to share it with. But I am enjoying it all the way....
Thank you Moma for my Mothers day Gift I will allways love you....