Saturday, August 20, 2005
This picture
Makes me very happy, and sad all in one. It sucks to see the one you love in love with someone else but it allso makes me happy to see what I Knew you had from the very first day that I saw you sitting there with your pad and your coffee and the sun on your face .what is she writing and how can she sit there all day I need to Know.
Friday, August 19, 2005
Thursday, August 18, 2005
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Am so done I will see you when she is dead. You seem to think your the only one, well you took the control to take on the job as the care taker there were many other offers. But In your mind your the only one. So what I have to say to you is am all done. You call me when you need something and am nothing but a berdin when it dose not work for you. Your alway's calling when you need something, but when I ask of something so small you treat me like a user. Am done, don't call on me any more for nothing.I will not call on you. I will not be there any more. You are on your own, since you say your on your own. I will vist my mom when you stick her in a home.
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Monday, August 15, 2005
Sunday, August 14, 2005
started my day with a smile.
Was very happy for what I had then the world just came crashing in don't really feel much like being happy any more wish I could just curl up and feel the confort of your soul. Am so tired of all this stress am so tired of not having any one to share my thoughts with am so tired of my family what is family we had family values and there are none now I never thought that I would feel the way I do about my family when I look at them all snug in there homes and I think how much I would do for any one off them if they asked, and I can't even ask. Do they care that I have not eaten in two day's do they care that I can't pay my rent? No but there the first one to call me and tell me what they need and want. I really need to learn the word NO NO NO No. If I had not been offered the job that I have just gotten I would be on the first plane out of here I look at my family they are so rich with so much and they don't even no it. They are all wraped up in there own little world I guess I should learn how to wrap my self up in my own little word.
Getting your hopes up
Sometime I wonder if you really no what it means to get your hopes up.I wonder myself why one self gets there hopes up only to be let down?
Saturday, August 13, 2005
Happy fucking birthday
Had to remove photo even though I never put it there in shame. It was something that I was thinking in which I thought this was all about and I took what I was thinking and put it in this, so called dairy in which we are to put are thought's in which I see my thoughts to you are not art at all Am sorry you feel your art is what ever it is... we all have thoughts maybe to you it is wrong but to me that is what I thought and what I wanted to share. It is not about putting some one at there worst it was about sharing as well as a dark towel am sorry you feel the way you feel, it was about shareing what is life.......To some it is wrong and to some it is LIFE.... HAPPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY...
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