Wow so here I am at my little cafe and none of my friends are really even there, Or feel the need to stop on by and see What I have going on. Friends, what are friends in the first place. Friends are people that you choose to let in and out of your life. Some stay and some just pass on by. What I find the most, is the friend that you mite think is going to slip into the cracks are the friends that sick around the longest. Sometimes the one your looking for is right there, all along....

My world.

Let me tell you a little about my world My mom has been dieing for the last three months and it is really nothing new to me because my mom died the year my father shot himself and left as all here to fend to our selfs. We never really thought, that way at all, growing up. Now it is one for all and all for one, I no that my mother has been slowly dieing but now it really suck's because not only is she dieing on the inside she is really dieing and is not at all fun. I don't really talk about it much unless it should come up in a random subject. Am trying so hard to make all ends meet, and trying so hard to be so very strong. But now I relize were at the very end. I sit and wonder did I say what I wanted to say, did I listen to every thing I wanted to hear. I hope that I will not miss the time that was lost.

What happens at sam's cafe? When your not there?

You still sent the hawk.

And a rianbow too?

You can't see me but am on the cross.

p.s. cherry died.....

Did not get to live too the next week. Got a fish for my birthday the fish was from my mother he only lived two day's. Thought to my self oh great am getting a living thing that will only remind me when it dies, it was from my mom. well it only lasted two day's. And to tell you the truth it did not hurt. I got my refund and asked if I could take cherry home to put it in the ground. They looked at me strange and said sure??

Did you change Your mind??

That is what am taliking about.

Point being

Elley may likes to blog too.

As you all no I could not have taken these pictures because only close friends and family was there....

Hunter S. Thompson

In this handout image provided by the Thompson family fireworks carrying the ashes of the late Hunter S. Thompson explode over the top of his memorial on the Owl Farm in Woody Creek, Colo. Saturday Photo: AP

What year was that??